Been doing Abnormal Psychology since... 5pm? Now's 10pm and I am still not done. Not even halfway. -.-zzz It's driving me NUTS like crazy. Lol. SO MANY informations coming from all directions (articles, online references), and just when I decided to settle on one point, I go on to read something that contradicts what my point was. -.- -.- -.- Or better still, something that elaborates my point. Include/ don't include? Andandand, usually we have like around 25 slides for one presentation? Which normally have 5 questions inside. Guess what, I'm only done with TWO questions, and I'm already at the FOURTEENTH slide -.- -.- How frustrating can this get. Ugh. I have had a headache and stomach pain due to stress. Played a game of Counter Strike to de-stress. Hahahahaha.
Me: Do you have a thumbdrive? Bro: PSP? Me: Do you know what's a thumbdrive? Bro: You put your thumb inside a drive? -.- how cute bro.
Bro says I talk to myself. Yea, I do, why not? Lol. Even as now I'm typing, I already am talking to myself right. Hahaha. But the more I'm stressed the more I talk to myself. I especially like to repeat scenarios, imagining myself in the same scenario but with different dialogues. Makes sense? Like how things wouldn't turn out in some ways if I had said this instead of that. Now as I'm doing this presentation slides, I imagine how the class would react to the script. Find me weird? No, I'm just UNIQUE. Hahahaha. =P
I think... I shall stop doing it for now. I hope tomorrow we don't go out so I can continue. Last minute I know. But what to do? I THRIVE on last minute stuff. I seriously do. I've tried doing it for the past week on this, but NOTHING comes to mind. Only today when I start to do, all the ideas just flow.
Who are you to judge what I do? Doesn't mean that I make an EXTRA effort in doing something, I am doing it for an EXTRA reward or whatever. Worst still, that EXTRA something has to be ****?!!! The most absurd thing I've heard of seriously. I run on MY OWN MOTIVATION. Yea, my motivation may well be very different from how you term yours. But it's MY motivation. And it certainly ain't that **** that you thought it was. I don't put in extra effort in doing something just for this thing that happened. I've done it many many times. So are you still going to say that I'm doing it for ****??? Ridiculous. I shall not elaborate further.
*No offence intended. Just trying to ventilate.
Oh, I complained to Joanne and she said:
Barack Obama nothing left to live for. better off dead. says: wah v scary leh
Barack Obama nothing left to live for. better off dead. says: on monday can rant some more
Barack Obama nothing left to live for. better off dead. says: dont explode ya
The invisible sun within says: very scary???? cos you nvr see me angry before right
The invisible sun within says: hahaha
Barack Obama nothing left to live for. better off dead. says: YEAH
Barack Obama nothing left to live for. better off dead. says: =((
Hahaha! I'm nice okay :D
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Friday 21 November 2008Y
Today is the end of Week 6, and I've completed... 4 tests!!! :D :D
1. Nursing Lab Theory- good, easier than I thought. 2. Nursing Lab Assessment- PASSED! :D 3. Pharmacology Test- no comments =x 4. Clinical Trial ICA 1- fine I guess. Tricky though, lecturer told us that herself lol.
Next week: Monday- Mental Health ICA Presentation Wednesday- Biology Practical
Mhmm, am going to work towards a higher GPA this time round. And I'm very sure I can do it (:
This schedule thingy got me thinking, my group ain't the least stressed up. HAHA. I didn't even realise that we've a presentation next week. We're all probably too cooped up with preparing for Nursing Lab Skills Assessment eh? Hopefully after this week's over we'll get everything rolling along.
Oh and, Piano exams yet again. Hahaha. March 2009- Grade 3 Theory (I'm lagging way way way behind) March 2010- Grade 5 Practical This Grade 5 Practical's *VERY IMPORTANT*- my teacher says- as it's so called the 'closing' grade from grade 1-4 and an 'en⋅trée' exam to more advanced grades. o.o
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Some people just don't have any basic sensitivity. THINK before you speak, can? I'm not obligated to tell you everything I do and my whereabouts, and I don't, do not owe you anything. So don't speak to me like I do. Thank you very much.
*No offence intended.
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Wednesday 22 October 2008Y
Today's my 3rd spiritual birthday! :D :D :D No, I wasn't expecting any presents by posting it up here I just want to make a note this day for myself (: Lol
Lazy to blog ah... HK trip, forget about it. Hahaha.
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Saturday 27 September 2008Y
Alright, this post is before I depart for HongKong. Flight's 6AM, have to report at the airport at 4AM O.O Transit in Singapore at 9 to 11. Yeaa.
Return flight will be on the 7th Oct, around 2PM I suppose, the ticket's with the tour agency so I'm not too sure. Taking SIA. Mhmm.
13shadows...
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Thursday 25 September 2008Y
Okay! Time to blog before I fly off. The time now's... 10:05AM. And I haven't start packing, as usual. My habit's to pack last minute. But whooo! My room's very neat (imo) right now :D So proud of myself clearing all those rubbish/clutter.
Yeayea. I'll be back on the 7th Oct, not sure of the time yet. Will find out and blog the details when I reach home in Indo.! Hopefully the internet connection there is restored la. If not, I'm contactable throughout through my old phone number (:
Alrightttt. Departing in another 5hours time. I've been asking myself this question. Hongkong, TOUR WHAT??? I HOPE I prove myself wrong, ie I'll have fun there. Hahaha.
#1 TOM LEE MUSIC #2 DISNEYLAND Hahaha. The two places which I want to go the most. But... That is provided someone wants to accompany me cos apparantly I'm the only one interested in music and disney. Blahh.
