Saturday, 10 November 2007Y
I'm getting really really tired )x It's just so discouraging to have someone being restrictive to everything I do- pertaining to His purpose. That's why everytime I'm on the verge of tearing, asking "God, so many things to do, but why the restriction?", I won't let Satan have his way and let it get me down. GET LOST. It's really a joy to serve the Lord. I really hope that I'll pass this trial and bring God the glory that He deserves.
How about dreading every phone call just because it makes me feel so fearful and discouraged? That's why I am so glad I can talk to a friend on the phone. Thanks (:
Backslide because of too high a commitment? I thought about this sentence for quite some time. It's... so easy to just let go of everything and go the easy way. But I know that's not what I want to do. That's not what God would want me to do. And I'm definitely not going to do that.
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I used to literally 'jump' whenever my phone vibrates.
And truely, a THOUSAND days cannot compare to ONE day in His house.
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Nevermind about that, I know that I'll overcome this in Him and with His strength!
Hm a friend called me up for a meet up. She wanted to talk to me regarding her problems. Was shocked to hear this. Haha, never expected her to come to me for such things. But I told her I wasn't free today. Felt so bad about it.
But nevermind, there're more to come :D
I drink like 3bottles of water every night O.O Then this morning I got puffy eyes. Lol.
The scrape I got from the bike pedal's still not healing. And... I have this tendency to peel off the... whatever thing's covering the wound (dunno what it's called). Then it'll bleeeed. Lol.
Okay la, nothing to crap alrdy.
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testified! :D