Thursday, 11 October 2007Y
Uh. Had discipleship in the evening, and talked about managing anger (not me, another person). Okay so surpressing anger and managing anger are two different things. Surpressing anger ain't good, 'cos one day you'll eventually reach your limits and blow up. Managing anger is good, but not always easy. And you cannot control yourself from being angry, but you can control what you would do with that anger. RARH. Goodness. How can one be so petty. I'm actually surpressing my anger. Been doing this since. 365x3 days with this person. Hello. and you're saying I'm not being sensitive. You're saying everyone's not being sensitive with you. And ARE YOU, even sensitive with us? I can tell you a FLAT NO. Or maybe you're just too insensitive to realise that we're being VERY sensitive with you. So fed up of enduring you time and again man.
Gahhh. Okay no offence up there. Just venting out. -.-
I feel my heart beating in my stomach. And vomitting even though there's nothing to vomit out. And one-second black out twice. I'm hungry. But there's nothing to eat plus it's alrdy so late. -.- I hope the diagnosis tomorrow won't be... Ahhh. I'm so scared of visiting doctors. What if I have some terminal illness or something?! O.O Okay maybe I'm just thinking too much.
Going to school to buy books tomorrow. Meeting Su Hua at AMK Hub before that. I'm gonna buy popcorn for the night's event. And she... buying her stuff. Lol. Yeapyeap, can't wait for school to start. (x
Don't let it end this way.
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