Thursday, 18 October 2007Y
Ugh. I'm so disappointed.
I'm tired of having to listen to people all day long. But when I myself need a listening ear, they simply... couldn't care less. What is this man?! Maybe I should start ignoring people. No, that's not good I know. )x I'm supposed to minister. But there is a limit to that, isn't there? Ugh. I don't know. I think it's back to zilch. I can only trust one person and his name is Jesus. Or maybe there is someone whom I trust. I don't know.
Sometimes I just want to give up. But I tell myself. No, DON'T EVER GIVE UP. I can't imagine a life without God. Without my Comforter to comfort in. Without this Friend, who'll never abandon me. Without my Father, who loves me unconditionally. It's not going to be an easy journey. Jesus didn't promise us an easy journey. But it'll definitely be an exciting one. And great will be our reward in heaven for those who persevere.
I don't know what my next step should be. I'm always so in fear of taking a step of faith. Maybe when I surrender to God, I'm still holding on to a slice of everything. It's really time for a breakthrough. Powerful testimonies will come.
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Okay enough about unhappy stuff. (I hope I didn't infect anyone with my negativity.)
School was fun today (: First 2hours were kinda boring actually. Bio. It's... getting more difficult to understand. Talk about the Nervous System. Neurons neurons neurons. Gahh. And so I'm not paying full attention in class 'cos it's so dry. =/
Then there was an elective module talk. Okay so these are the modules (pick ONE):
1. Computer Applications
2. English for Academic Purposes
3. Introduction to Life Sciences
4. Basic Conversational Mandarin for Healthcare Professionals
5. Basic Conversational Malay for Healthcare Professionals
6. Appreciation of the Arts
7. French Language
8. Japanese Language
9. Professional Image and Etiquette
Haha, so basically I want to take up a Language. English would be more of literature, definitely NOT basic simple English. French would be something totally new. And Jap would be more appealing for me. So! I decided to take Jap. If it's those simple writing of a i u e o (lol) then well. Easier to score right? Haha. If it's more than that then I think should be no problem also. And this module is every Monday 2-5pm! Gosh. 3hours straight. Who can tahan.
Last lesson was Communications and Customer Service. We were given this scenario on a customer who bought a DVD full of scratches and wants a refund, but the company policy states that there should be no refund.
So in our groups, we were supposed to act out with 4 different styles. 1. Blaming 2. Placating 3. Super reasonable 4. Irrelevant. My group did number 4. Hahaha. Came out with all sorts of irrelevant stuff. Super fun :D And group 3 who did on Blaming was really good. Lol. Should have given the "actors" an award nominee. Okay crap. Hahaha!
Looking forward to more group work :D
I'm changing my topic for sharing alrdy laaa. I really cannot put everything together. And I don't have the... the... heart to share that topic anymore.
Alrights. Till next time.
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testified! :D