It seems so hard for me to differentiate now, whether it was the reality or just a fantasy *pinches self* It all seems so... surreal. I'm afraid that I'd wake up to find out that it was actually just a dream. I don't know where I stand anymore. Please tell me it wasn't just a dream.
I don't feel like taking the flight today. I don't want to go back. I don't know why. Oh, maybe I just don't want to get out of the comfort zone I'm in right now. Okay that's not good. I know when I go back to Singapore, all the stress will pile up on me again. Whatever kind of stress. So last year I concluded that the best way to run away from stress is to flee to another country. Haha, seriously, it works. But then again, it's so hard to accept that I'd have to return and settle what I've left behind eventually.
Been reading this book: The Heart of the Artist. Great book. QingYing lent it to me. Thanks friend. (: Bought from SKS Books, all the way at Outram -.- I should have gone there after attachments right. I think if the worship team can just sit together and do one chapter a week it'd be of great help for the team. Hmmm.
Oh, everyone witness to this. Freda asked me to go learn the piano from the show A Walk To Remember (is it?lol) Mandy Moore's Only Hope.Then I told her to sing when I learn finish. So yeaps, EXPECT FREDA. Wahaha.
My family going to China this coming Thursday. Hur, so it's like everyone's away -.-
Okay going out soon to buy DONUTS. Now whenever I see Freda- think DONUTS. LOL =P
A friend said this over at msn: sylvia. thanks for being my friend
At that moment I just felt so encouraged and so pleased with God. It's not by my own efforts that I am who I am today. It wasn't by my own strength that made my friend say what she said. It's by God's grace that He's made use of me to minister to my friend then. (: So yeap, expand my territory and make appointments for me.! Praise God :D