Monday, 3 September 2007Y
Today wasn't as tiring as last week. Though was really really busy. Bring patients to toilet/ bed bath/ change bed linen. So busy until I forgot about my break =/ Haha! But CI (Clinical Instructor) was nice to let me go for half hour break (: Felt totally grossed out today. I thought my hands still smelled of diapers even after I've washed them for like countless of times. I think by the time attachment ends we would have washed our hands more than a thousand times. Lol. I dislike morning shifts 'cos we're always so busy. I don't like afternoon shifts either 'cos there's nothing much to do. Haha! So basically I don't like attachments. Nah. xD
Okay this is gettin boring. My posts are all about attachments. Shows how boring my life is huh.
Anyway, cell group tomorrow! So nervous man. I don't just wanna do OK. I want to do it WELL. Of course I shouldn't expect so much since it's my first time, but I have high expectations. =/ I'll just try my best (:
My mum called me, and asked if I wanted to do Foundation Course is Australia -.- Then I told her I don't want. I want to continue Nursing here. She said she doesn't want me to continue in the Nursing Line (as in not the course but in long-term working) 'cos it's very stressful. Then I asked her "which job doesn't have stress?" Lol. Okay anyway, I don't really mind the stress/ business as long as it gives me satisfaction. Passion, not money. Haha! x) Not that nursing is really my passion though. I prefer playing music :D
I didn't know my parents had such high expectations for me either. 'Cos they never really cared about my results. Even for Os, when I think I did really badly, they didn't scold or what. I guess it's because they think I've alrdy done my best? Haha. I don't know. Yeah but suddenly now both are like "even if you can't get in to medicine school you have to get in." *SINKS* Lol. Okay, I myself intended to take Bachelor in Medicine (IF possible). But I guess in time to come I'll receive another direction (which of course now I don't know). So I'll see how God directs me.
But I admit I agree la. Working as a nurse have been sapping away alot of my energy. What more I'm just a student nurse now. It'll be worse if when I become staff nurse. I don't want work to affect my ministry. Yeaps.
Morning again tomorrow x(
I miss my classmates! Especially Q.Y.L.I.S.S.
Haha, the 2Ss are SianMuang and I, since we're in the same hospital. Can't wait for school to reopen and share all our experiences :D
Jiayou (:
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