Things have been back on track since... Friday? :D Thank God for that. And like what Titus said, when you worship God even when you don't feel like it, you worship Him in the deepest way. (: Our God is a wonderful God. He never cease to amaze (:
Okay, so one of the things that's back on track is keyboard! Now I've overcomed the fear of learning from Clement, though the pressure it's still there. (GREAT pressure) But yeah, I realised that it wasn't so bad afterall. I think I got to know a "new" side of Clement I never knew before? Haha! A good one that is. Next week will be wrapping up the song "With All I Am". But there're still alot of improvements to be made. Receive feedback positively! Okay ya, and yesterday learned alot of things on dynamics and controlling of strings with piano, when Clement asked me to see how he and Edmund played. Different styles, one more systematic and the other more freestyle (ONE guess for whose is whose. x) ) I prefer more freestyle, but I just haven't found my style of playing. Will know it one day :D Excited! Because I get to serve the Lord. And the next challenge for me would be playing keyboard on the very next cell group. Jordan's going to back me up with his guitar. Thanks brother. And through all these things, I know that there're so many people who're willing to help. And I really appreciate it. Let's all serve God together! :D Another thing is, church is going to buy a new keyboard! Price is going to be shared among 7 people! Praise God, 'cos members are willing to help one another. ((: So the people are Pastor, Clement, Jordan, Edmund, Pauline, Freda and myself. Thanks brethrens :D
Oh, yesterday we had this meeting. Then Pastor brought up this thing on having a 15 minutes "sharing" (sort of preaching) on Saturdays. I was like "oh man!" The thing that I dislike doing most. Okay so five of us (Pauline, Freda, Titus, Jordan and I) drew lots. 1 being the first to share, 5 being the last. Okay. Then when all the "lots" were on the table, I told Pauline (who was sitting next to me) to help me take the "lot" which was in the middle. My breathing was so shallow at that point la. Haha. I had this strong feeling that I'll get number 1. Alas! NUMBER 1! "Ahhhhhhhh." Okay so anyway, I believe this will be another thing to overcome. I believe with God's guidance I will be able to overcome this :D I don't know what topic to share =/
Attachments are going to be SOON SOON SOON. In a week's time. That's really fast. I'm totally not prepared for it. I still am scared of taking BP (Blood Pressure) =X Okay nevermind. I'll overcome it (:
BIO BIO BIO. I want to get an A for this. But can't seem to understand the topics. Or maybe I'm asking too many questions. Like where this organ originate from and what does it do etc. When we're not even supposed to know. But how to understand without knowing?! Haha. So anyway, off to mug!